starry night wondering

Starry starry night
is dark outside
now is 10plus
using my hubby's computer
log in friendster to update my old friends' news
looking at their photos
wondering how they can live so carefree
without any worry
sometime I wonder I may get crazy one day
I worry things even a small issue
My hubby always said that I think too much
really I worry too much
Maybe .................................. but that me