live the life you want in your soul

Egypt

2011-08-02T12:41:00.006+08:00

Travel to Egypt last year October with my hubby

Forty degree of hot weather and 12 hours flight journey

Hot and fresh experience with different type of scenery

A trip I wanted to go for many years

Fighting with Devil

2010-12-06T15:32:00.005+08:00

Fighting with Devil for past 1 month
Been in this industry for 16 years
seen alot of cunning & $ face ppl
Angel or Helper come in
to help me
believe that they will be with me
Cursing this devil
WHY is he so DEVIL ?
Pouring out my word
Now feel better
Yup maybe I am too devote in my job
that why I cant stand this type of ppl
loyalty seem no use here
Devil, I see you can last how long with your evil cunning power ?

Lovely Resort

2010-08-12T10:32:00.002+08:00

Finally settle at my new house
Lovely house
Love it so much
White White
My beloved house with white furniture all over

You're Beautiful

2010-07-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

Nice and Sweet romance korean drama

Movie - Aftershock

2010-07-31T21:07:00.003+08:00

Watch "Aftershock" yesterday night with my hubby
Shock with the earthquake scene
touching story on mother & kids relationship
is a movie worth to watch
storyline as follows:-

Tangshan Earthquake, 28 July 1976.

When a mother is informed by the rescue team that, as her 7-year old twins are buried under the debris close to each other, digging one out would result in further collapse of the wreckage on the other, she is forced to make the most difficult decision of her life. As the clock ticked away, she finally ended her struggle and chose to save the boy, and though heartbroken, she had no idea her decision was overheard by the daughter. Deemed as a dead person, the little girl miraculously survived and was rescued after being buried for days. Suffering from the emotional shock of the disaster and the painful memory of her mother's choice, she refused to reveal who she was. She was adopted by a young couple but shadowed by the traumatic experience from her childhood; she forever remained emotionally closed up.

When the Sichuan earthquake takes over 80,000 lives in 2008, she volunteers to join the rescue team and returns to her homeland, China. As she witnesses the tribulations people go through when a natural disaster takes place, she finally unlocks the pain she had felt all these years and finds forgiveness. She finally reunites with the mother and twin brother she had parted from after 32 years. A human drama about finding forgiveness, 'Aftershock' depicts not only the fatal tragedy that is brought on by natural disaster of great levels but also the strength and courage that is demonstrated when we are in face of extreme and devastating situations.

Been sometimes

2010-07-24T21:53:00.005+08:00

Been sometimes that I disappeared from this blog
Struggling myself in a world of mask, cunning and scary women
Looking at the positive side
They trained me to a bullet proof person
I been trained not to be so true to them
Money seem to merge them into horrible women
Time for me to leave this dark world
Believe God has put Angel with me all the time
I have my beloved hubby supporting me too

GEOX addicted

2010-07-24T21:51:00.003+08:00

My third pair of GEOX shoe ! Addicted and addicted
What can I say

A brand New LV bag

2010-07-24T21:48:00.005+08:00

My hubby bought me this beloved bag ! So lovely of him. :)
I like it so much as I carry around almost everyday.

My advanced night repair

2010-05-30T13:27:00.004+08:00

Love this product, it makes my skin better ! It repairs past visible damage and protect skin's future.

Universal Studios at Sentosa

2010-05-26T21:44:00.005+08:00

A fun & tired day (23 May 2010 Sunday) with my beloved hubby, sisters, nieces and nephews.

Hui died in my dream

2010-05-20T21:31:00.003+08:00

Having a bad dream 2 days ago and is still in my mind
In my dream, Hui died due to car accident
I was sad
She died young
Although I don like her character and find she is quite stingy sometimes
but she still one of my friend
which has been part of my life journey

Email that I wrote to my niece on 13 April 2010

2010-05-20T09:05:00.002+08:00

My dearest Xin,

In this world, there is woman & man in human beings then and there is friends and enemy. Whether you like it or not, this is fact. The day when we born out from our mother's stomach, we cant choose the sex for ourselves. But we can choose to be friend or enemy to our surrounding ppl. To be enemy with alot of ppl, will make your life much more stressful and unhappiness for long time. God has created us and wanted us to be giving love to our surrounding ppl. B yi in my passed journey has not giving out my love and thus I don have much friend. Friends are important when you start getting old and lonely. They are there to cheer u up and give you strength. Although, they cant compare with our spouse, but at least there is love when u need it sometime. But I can't tell you to give love to ppl you really hate or has done bad to you. You have to judge by yourself that who are the ppl which desire your care and love.

I read your blog and realise your english language has improved and suprised by my xin sense of emotionally feeling and able to express by words. My feeling that you will achieve a good mark in your life journey and will be much better than your B yi. You will make it to the top of the hill ! Remember I told you you can either be at the top looking down or below looking up. I strongly believe my Xin will be at the top of the hill, definitely in my heart !

Sweet & Cheers from
B yi

流浪記 (touched song)

2010-05-19T20:01:00.003+08:00

流浪記
作詞：Panai　作曲：Panai

我就這樣告別山下的家
我實在不願輕易讓眼淚流下
我以為我並不差　不會害怕
我就這樣自己照顧自己長大

我不想因為現實把頭低下
我以為我並不差　能學會虛假

怎樣才能夠看穿面具裡的謊話
別讓我的真心散的像沙
如果有一天我變得更複雜
還能不能唱出歌聲裡的puy uma

我就這樣告別山下的家
我實在不願輕易讓眼淚流下
我以為我並不差　不會害怕
我就這樣自己照顧自己長大

我不想因為現實把頭低下
我以為我並不差　能學會虛假

怎樣才能夠看穿面具裡的謊話
別讓我的真心散的像沙
如果有一天我變得更複雜
還能不能唱出歌聲裡的那幅畫

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hB24_NJQyEA

LV Match Couple !

2010-05-18T13:49:00.005+08:00

My beloved LV bag has followed me around one and half year, I bought a wallet to accompany my bag this year March 2010 after taking my bonus. They looked so match and wonderfully happy together. :)

LOve Chanel Bag !

2010-05-18T13:40:00.006+08:00

Feminine & Gorgeous Chanel Bag ! Love it in the first sight.
Chanel bag looks so nice and elegant !
Love to have it but too expensive !

A Brand New Year !

2010-01-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

Third Day of 2010 !
HA..........HA........... Don feel like working tomorrow
Not Monday Blue..........just feel like skipping work
Hope to hop to new company mid this year
Getting sian of my company gossip world
Wanted badly a comfortable working environment with great ppl around
Understand that world comprise of bad ppl too
But my company ppl are those which I met in my working history the worst ppl
sound really horrible huh
Tolerate I have learned in this company

My hubby's birthday !

2009-12-29T15:10:00.002+08:00

Back to this restaurant which I recommended earlier for my hubby's birthday, but not so nice liao. I bought a helicopter for his present which he requested. Recently he likes to play helicopter after back from KL which we bought one there which can fly low in the air.

My Pet !

2009-12-29T15:08:00.003+08:00

Addicted to this game where my pet looks so cutie le !

Nice Packaging But Not Nice !

2009-12-29T15:03:00.002+08:00

Never judge a cake by its box !

Singapore Museum

2009-12-29T15:00:00.002+08:00

Christmas decoration everywhere in town !!!

2009-12-29T14:57:00.004+08:00

I read a book called "A Gift to My Children"

2009-12-29T14:52:00.003+08:00

Read this book which Jolin asked why I read such a book where I have no kids at all !

A good book I can strongly recommend............. a father care for her daughters and wrote a book to tell how his daughters should do when they grown up for their investments and what should they learned to path their ways to success.

Back from KL

2009-12-29T14:46:00.007+08:00

Ice-cream taken with my beloved niece and sister after back from KL.

Times Square at KL having Christmas decoration which looks nice ....... why cant Singapore shopping has something like this le......

懒懒的星期天

2009-09-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

懒懒的星期天

Wedding Anniversary !

2009-09-12T22:54:00.008+08:00

time passed
still remember the day that my hubby first hold my hand
now we have married 4 years liao
Yesterday is our wedding anniversary
the day where we both will remember
toast to my love

My birthday !

2009-09-06T15:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my birthday
now consider a mid age woman liao
wrinkle obvious than my sister
dark circle worse
woman at this age should be more concern their skin
but how
my skin getting worse
yesterday watched "Final DEstination"
haha birthday watched such stupid scary movie
no choice all movies full house except this show
went to two shopping centres cant get tickets
so no choice watched this movie
although knew is stupid movie still watch
no choice as Singapore nothing to do at night except
watching movie or PUB has a drink

Drag to work today !

2009-09-03T22:11:00.001+08:00

Not feeling happy to work these few days
Feel like quitting
But don feel like changing job this year
so drag myself to work

stupid gossip woman !

2009-08-26T20:38:00.003+08:00

making a choice is difficult
two projects also my baby
have to pass one project over to gossip woman
just don like her gossip and big mouth
she loves to talk bad about others
but pretend to be nice infront of you
too bad boss likes her so much
time working in this company seem shorter
gone the slave woman now still has this gossip woman
who will never leave this company

Perfume

2009-08-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

Perfume, my important spray everyday
without it, is like without wearing a bra outing
gone to Istean Scott just now
just to buy my beloved Channel Allure Perfume
Like this smell
that was when I first time tried it during my Parkway Shopping trip
huh my sister said that smell is strong but my colleague said
I did not spray at all

touch & feel our life !

2009-08-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

touch the life with our heart
feel the touch with our hands

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore !

2009-08-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore !
44 years birthday
A long way look like
from a village to a high living standard ranking 10 in the world
not bad
high expensive living
no breathing for the Singaporeans
alot of them migrant to other countries
I still treasure myself as Singaporean
to be part of Singapore citizen
is a honour
come on Singapore we should strive our best !

Slave resigned

2009-08-06T21:22:00.001+08:00

Saturday is slave last day
she has resigned
still don like her
just now talked to her
she just don even look at you
or answer your question
rude woman
happy to see her leave this company !

sad day !

2009-08-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

Today my uncle commit suicide
he left his ill wife and two 20 plus kids
his wife having brain cancer
still in progress of medical cure
sad day

Yummy Dinner !

2009-08-01T22:45:00.006+08:00

Today went to try a new restaurant at Funan Mall

Recommended by Bella & Nuyou magazine

called 乐天客栈
the fish head and the soup is yummy !

Good choice made today.

And shop at the japanese stationery shop

bought two nice folder, notebook and a white calculator

alot of nice nice stationery to choose

Past and Now

2009-07-28T22:41:00.006+08:00

watched 敗犬女王
the lead actress after forced by her boss to take unpaid long leave
she did not know what to do beside working
sound like me
last year after quitting my previous company
which I have put my effort & heart to work
I do not know what to do beside working
used to the life of working , working & working
Maybe God has intention to lead me to another
stage of my life
1 year plus later which is now
Although I have not forget about my working partner
but I have threw away my workacholic life ?? (in doubt)
now I addicted to facebook game & youtube drama
Is this what God wants me to do ?
No !
Yesterday just chat to my husband that I may want to quit
to find a job more suitable plus
Today, my friend asked me to join her in Master Degree Course
Huh.... time to pack up my knowledge again
Life beside work
should have other things
ha ha although this is a romance drama
but I found some scene familiar to my life
God will lead me to the right path ! I believe

败犬女王

2009-07-18T23:53:00.004+08:00

Watched few eplosides of Taiwan drama 败犬女王

8 years age gap couples story
quite like it
touch by their few scenes

ha ha most important is lead actress elegant and actor handsome !

Raining heavily outside

2009-07-05T16:39:00.002+08:00

Raining outside
Starring at the window
Boys downstair still playing basketball
they enjoyed their youth
no worry
just enjoy their game
my dearest nephew also like basketball
he is getting taller
not my cute little boy boy anymore

Rainbow

2009-06-28T19:35:00.003+08:00

There is up and down in our life
After thunder
there will be rain
then rainbow
that is life !

A sad day !

2009-06-25T21:00:00.005+08:00

My husband's best friend, Andy, passed away today
Sad to hear about it
saw Andy about 2 weeks ago at his house
although he looks weak after surgery but never think that he will passed away
he died of cancer
he is just 40 plus
I knew my husband is sad but he did not show it
Best friend hard to find
treasure our present friend and family

Yappy !

2009-06-10T21:40:00.003+08:00

Yappy, my niece (Girl Girl) score well in her sec 2 results
Yappy too, my nephew (Boy Boy) has improved his results
In my heart, they have done well
Hope my this two cute and sweet niece and nephew score well in their coming exam and stay happy always !

A Chat with my boss !

2009-06-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

Today went meeting with my boss
so have chance chat with him
I am a straightforward person
so may have get anger him
ha ha that is my character cant change
he is a nice man to work with
but just don like to work with that cunning woman
have worked in this company coming 10 mths
don know what will happen next
but just 'enjoy' the work pleasure now

Late Night with a cup of Coffee on hand !

2009-06-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

Just finished a rice dumpling bought at Takashimaya basement
Yummy ! Yummy !
Drinking coffee now while writing this post
Coffee my favourite drink
Cannot live without it a day
Still don feel like sleeping at this hour
tomorrow Monday again
I hate Monday !
Monday Blue ..........................

Cunning woman again !

2009-05-29T21:00:00.003+08:00

Cunning woman & slave & the other colleague
gang up to make a hole to make me step in
accidentally listen that cunning woman talked to my boss
that woman is the most cunning woman I have seen so far in my working history !
Hope god make my working life smoother and better !
Hope god helps me not to step into that cunning hole !

Slow Down

2009-05-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

Slow down
Breathe slowly
let our brain breathe
we will look the angle differently
to be able to breathe freely
is a gift from god
bacteria hacking our world
breathe freely is becoming tough
treasure our gift from god
live and breathe freely

Release Pressure !

2009-05-21T21:08:00.005+08:00

Finally my tender has submitted this afternoon
Finally I can go home early
But tender result was disappointed
rank 4 out of 20 tenderers
Too bad but what can I do !
this company, my boss has the finally said on the price
not me so I cant do anything
he seem not to accept ppl opinion
maybe or anyway he is the boss
I finally release my pressure after the past 2 weeks of nut working

Working like Nut !!!!!!!!!

2009-05-17T16:24:00.003+08:00

Really working like nut yesterday
Suppose to be halfday but the end
work from 8.30 to 6pm
more than 8 hours
rushing tender like nut
really feel like throwing the work and
just walk away
due to my personnality
I am not that type of person
too responsibility
so the end suffer all by myself
really miss my good partner, Teresa Wong !

New Born Baby !

2009-05-04T21:45:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, first time step into the church to listen their services
2 hours sound long but actually not
Now I am a christian and have to attend sunday church
A new born baby, they called me

Shopping sian !

2009-05-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

Went shopping with my sister today at Bugis
Empty handed back home
Really miao recently
ha ha just nothing to buy
have to save for my oldies
seriously nothing to buy
plus not to waste
Use to enjoy shopping
now change maybe old liao

Star !

2009-04-30T21:37:00.003+08:00

I like to look at the star in the sky
it shines so bright
they look so small far away
not able to touch & feel
but it feels so nice & happy to see them
during the dark night

Lose then realise how precious that moment / things /person

2009-04-28T23:51:00.003+08:00

Country ppl went to stressed & political city to work
they compete with others to survive
due to chasing the materialise life
after many years later
they carried their old or illness
back to their town
when they realise country life is better
but is too late
usually when we lose certain things in our life
then we realise that is our precious moment or things or person !

Love at first sight shoe !

2009-04-27T00:02:00.004+08:00

Went shopping with my hubby today at Great World

No intention to buy things except woman's pad

Saw a pair of shoe at Geox

Love it at first sight

Expensive but like it so much

So still bought it

Just love to buy shoe

Who said woman only need a pair of shoe!

No More Worry, Release yourself !

2009-04-25T22:17:00.004+08:00

Take a big courage to put a photo of myself !
Put down my worry
Use to worry my colleagues will read my blog
But now no more worry
Believe in yourself and nothing to worry
If problem came
I shall face it
This is my blog and I shall write my feeling

Tired !

2009-04-25T16:55:00.003+08:00

Tired & Tired for the past 1 week !
Going to fall sick liao
Rushing tender like hell
Really Nuts to go on working like this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think my face is looking bad ...... so sad my dark eye circles

is getting worst !

A new restaurant found !

2009-04-19T22:59:00.005+08:00

Today went with my hubby to this restaurant for dinner. Their grilled tenderloin is yummy ! Cost about $30 but is just nice portion. This restaurant is located at the old firestation building and they have the australian type of feeling. Not bad, a good finding for us !

Address : 274 Upper Bukit Timah Road #03-16

My Feeling

2009-04-19T13:03:00.004+08:00

Life has up & down
Everyday we must live fruitfully
Nobody know what happens the next moment
or next day
Appreciate our journey of life
Live happily everday
Cheers for our life

Past is history !

2009-04-19T11:53:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, met 2 of my ex-colleagues at Bugis Junction for dinner
Listened to their complains on ex-company
Not interested anymore
Surprise ! I thought I may keen to know more but not so lor
Wow, just feel great to myself that I can release the past
Past is history but is still a journey that I have passed through
I shall not forget the memorable part and those who has helped me
in many ways
Those who has backstab or push me to the holes
I still grateful to them as without their action
I won't have appreciate the ppl or family around me that really is my best supporters !
Appreciate and love my supporters is the best action that I show to return them

Follow Jesus Footstep !

2009-04-17T21:25:00.008+08:00

Have always wonder will there be miracles happen in our life !
One day, a flyer regarding there is a Reinhard Bonnke Talk in Singapore, putting at my doorstep.

From that day, thing has changed in my life
I start to wonder who is he
Why he is so famous
Then I attended his talk in Singapore Indoor Stadium
Miracles can really happen
Cancer can be cure
handicapped ppl can be cure
They can stand & walk
They can hear & talk
As long as u believe in Jesus
he will help you in your life
that is the day I follow Jesus footstep !

Website :http://www.goodnewssingapore.com/node/63

Life !

2009-04-13T23:11:00.003+08:00

Life !
We are born into this world
learn our languages in own country
grow to survive in the politics world
fight for our right
learn to speak for ourselves
................................. sick of the politics and have to fight to survive
cant there be peace and no politics world !

Busy day !

2009-04-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

busy and busy
back to office after 4 days MC
2 tenders to rush
stomach still pain
tomorrow off day
next Friday is holiday
really don know how to complete my tender which one of them closed on 13 April

Quoted from a meaningful email !

2009-04-02T16:00:00.001+08:00

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

A magazine that I like

2009-04-02T13:30:00.005+08:00

has bought Bella Magazine since about 2 years ago !
Cant remember what make me bought my first Bella Magazine
Love their report on the latest new fashion & beauty products
Especially under the section called "New & Tested"
they recommended the new beauty products by testing on them
Another new section that I liked is the "Bella's Inspiration"
Just love this magazine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

their website http://www.cittabella.com/

Scary test !

2009-03-31T13:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to SGH endoscopy centre doing a test on my stomach
Scary & Scary
After the nurse injection
I have gone unconsciously
after I being woke up by the nurse
Everything has done
But I felt terrible uncomfortable
until today my stomach still pain
30 March 2009 is a nightmare day for me !

Fuqing Village (Part 2/2)

2009-03-29T23:20:00.006+08:00

Their Yuen Xiao celebration !
Each village ppl will carry a red lantern and walked around

their village with their so called 'God statue' infront them which

is carried by 4 married men. The walking journey took about 1
half to 2 hours ! And the village is quite dark except lantern lights

everywhere. They will put firecrackers the whole night, as this

is to scare the dirty things away which they believe.

Fuqing Village (Part 1/2)

2009-03-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

These are some photos taken in the village where we stayed in my hubby's friend house during our stay in Fuqing. That building is my hubby's friend house where just built up which has 15 rooms. And that guy is the richer in his village. Although going to this

place is a nightmare to me due to carry sickness back and stayed

in hospital, but still need to publish out to show u guys out there.

Panda

2009-03-29T15:37:00.002+08:00

Another cute email from my sister !

2009-03-27T20:10:00.001+08:00

Very Sleepy !

Pray hard

2009-03-18T19:48:00.003+08:00

Seem my health is getting not right
Lost weight
Abnormal happen for the past 2 mths
Monday need to do a check up
start to worry
God, why must be happen to me ?
God, please help me !
Pray hard
nothing will happen to me

A smiling rabbit with a lion heart

2009-03-18T19:42:00.002+08:00

Office Politics
Office colleague backstab
Nothing can be done within my control
Cunning Woman is playing backstab again
this time could be infront of boss
Nothing can be done
so just wait and see lor
Why she so free and cunning ?
Really don like her
A smiling rabbit with a lion heart

Horrible IT Show

2009-03-14T19:25:00.002+08:00

Just came back from IT show with my hubby
Wow alot of ppl
hand touch hand
yuck so sticky their hand
cannot breathe
only able to see head around
horrible
we quickly escape out

SIAN

2009-03-12T21:24:00.003+08:00

Has shifted my study table next to my hubby's study table
Much better
Now feel more comfortable siting here using my laptop
Still lazy to pack my table
Don know why , just feel sian to do cleaning
Tomorrow will be Friday
so happy
Too bad
Saturday still need to work

Received a cute EMAIL from my sis

2009-03-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

Waiting for Friday !!!!!!!!!

Here It Comes

Waiting for my weekend !

Funny SMS

2009-03-08T14:19:00.006+08:00

Eating an apple now
Just come to my mind my friend given me a funny SMS
" An apple a day keep the doctor away
but if the doctor is handsome
throw the apple away "
Ha ha cute right !
Frankly eating an apple is good but I think Orange is better instead

Cleaner !

2009-03-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

A cloudy day
Raining and windy
Staying at home
Iron & Washing Clothes
Packing study table
Clearing dinner table
Ha ha sound really like a yellow face house woman
But that life after marriage if no money to engage maid
So many things to do after long rest due to sickness for the past weeks

Yummy Cheese Cake !

2009-03-06T23:46:00.004+08:00

Shopping with my hubby today at JP and bought our favourite cheese cake ! Both of us like that Japanese cheese cake which sold at the basement of JP new extension near to Sony shop. The cake is packed in oval shape transparent box.

In addition, today I bought a new laptop. Remember my old laptop was bought more than 5 years ago during my dating period with my hubby. At that time, my hubby which is my boyfriend share half of the cost of that laptop with me.

Getting Better

2009-02-22T18:23:00.003+08:00

My stupid sick is getting better ! Did not dare to travel out alone as worried will faint somewhere nobody knows. Stupid right ! But seriously, I was very sick for the past weeks. I thought I may die during at Fuzhou time where my body has no feeling even with hot water or my hubby bite me. Scary ..........................................

A unforgetful holiday !

2009-02-16T13:40:00.003+08:00

Travel to Fuzhuo with my hubby and stayed at his friend's house. But a horrible incident happen, I was infected by some unknown diease and have to rush back to Singapore hospital. On 10 Feb 2009, I went to salon with them and don know how come they have this ear cleaning service. Me very blur also never stop them, after that, my left ear swollen and pain. And it leads to my painful headache and my body become no feeling. I went to their hospital at that day midnight to check but no cure. Next day, went to their village clinic to take an injection. Still no improvement so I suggested to my hubby I should back to Singapore as I more trusted the medical service here. After travelled back on 12 Feb, I stayed in hospital 2 days without my parents' notice as not to worry them.

Acne breakout !

2009-02-04T14:57:00.002+08:00

Oh no, I have horrible and serious acne breakout ! Hope can cure before saturday. Pls Pls god help me..................... I really ugly with those acne around my mouth.

Money minded auntie

2009-02-04T14:49:00.003+08:00

Attend my grandma funeral yesterday, realise that her daughter that is my auntie, acting infront of everybody that she is the only one fillial. Actually, I think she is eyeing grandma's money. Frankly, I don like her. When she needs my ma or dad's help last time, she treat them well. But now, she no longer require my parent's help, she turns her back. In her eyes, money is what her concern. She did not think of last time, my mom helped to take care her younger son when she out to work.

We born into this world and leave this world when our times came. We should treasure the person, things, enviroment around us, money maybe important but not everything. She may regret when the moment she going to pass away.

A couple seat now both empty !

2009-02-02T22:18:00.006+08:00

About 3 years plus ago, my grandpa passed away. Today my grandma left too. They both died at the age of 90 plus. When one of the couple seat left empty, the other party will feel loose and empty without living motivation. When a couple need each other support in their heart to live strongly. This is called LOVE ! Sad but is true love.

A thick skin & not fillial guest in my house

2009-02-01T20:35:00.006+08:00

Today my hubby's stingy friend came with his family. He sat from 2 plus to 7 plus still don want to leave. He is a stingy guy where my wedding, he gave 2 XO from hampers. How did we know ? The XO has a sticker said not for sale is for hamper packaging. Another friend's house warming, he gave stone (stone pick from grass or bunches) as gift. Ricidiculous right ! His mother sick, he stingy not to send her to see doctor, eventually his mother died that night.

I don like him as he is thick skin. We expect him to leave before 6 but he seem want to eat free dinner here. But I will not let him as I hate ppl not fillial. I told him we need to go out but he still thick skin ask for timing. His wife also another kind, I think she is village woman, from the way she dress. So vietnamese ! He came to our house drinking alot of wine. Stingy guy still so choosy with wine. Serve him right one day !

But my hubby a nice guy still treat him as a friend !

Juicy Couture Boutique in Town !

2009-01-31T15:16:00.005+08:00

Went Ngee Ann City Shopping Mall few days ago with my sister and niece, and notice Juicy Couture first Boutique opened at 3rd floor. Finally, it managed to open a boutique in Singapore. I enjoy browsing in website and quite like their clothing and accessories. They are sweet and sporty brand. But the issue is they are expensive !

Remember moments

2009-01-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

"We do not remember days; we remember moments" saw from my office calender. Meaningful ! Ya especially guys, they did remember moments just cant remember which day that they said I love u or will you marry me. In their heart, they remember what is the woman reaction and expression.

Mushroom Pie

2009-01-30T20:46:00.005+08:00

Today dinner alone so went to Lot One shopping mall to buy food back for makan ! After bought food, on the way to interchange, a strong nice smell attract me. So I look up the shop and realise is a pie shop and I decided to join the queue to buy one try. They have quite various varities which I chosen the mushroom pie which cost about $1.50. And it turn up nice............. alot of ppl buying so I think the shop is there quite sometime liao which today then I came across.

Okie..... share with guys out there, is called Pie K.... and taste nicer than that that brand lor. U can try curry chicken pie as alot of ppl buying lor. Next time I will try too !

Cunning woman & slave again !

2009-01-30T20:42:00.002+08:00

The slave atitude is getting worse ! Why got such ppl ? Work yesterday and today but stand up talk almost whole day with other colleague. Site ppl said her submission is slow, now I know why liao. No experience still lazy !

Cunning woman since yesterday vain ! ha ha but don suit her ..... will giggle everytime she passed from my table !

Today my boss talked to me during lunch time, actually he seem to know who is lazy and not reponsibility. I even answer him "Wow , you know huh.... I thought u don know". Actually, he is quite a nice boss to me.

LV Addiction Again !

2009-01-28T12:12:00.004+08:00

Last year saying that I addicted to LV bag ! My addiction come again ..................This year thought of buying a small hand carry pouches which can contain a HP and a lipstick. I wanted a small pouches to carry around during weekend. And this design has a long strip to tingle at my arm. Save now to accomplish this task !

CNY over soon !

2009-01-28T11:47:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year Holiday over soon ! Tomorrow start work, every year same place to go and same procedure to do. Is that really traditional way of CNY ? I not sure and don feel like to find out too, anyway I really don like CNY as I need to go to alot of places to see alot of faces. Maybe I still not friendly enough to go along with ppl. But I think is the ppl that make me feel not easy, do rich ppl really look down on average family ppl. Ya maybe.

One fine day

2009-01-26T22:22:00.008+08:00

Song 'One fine day' I like this song many years ago when I first came across. Heard that there is a movie so went with my sister to search in shops looking for this so called old movie VCD as described by the shop. Wow, that is many many years ago ! I still remember the actor is my idol, George Clooney, acting as a father and met his ideal woman in one fine day. To like the song then search for movie to watch, I think this is the only song / movie. But too bad, I can't find the song by original singer. Only remember is sang by a guy instead of woman.

Ya I met my hubby one fine day too about 9 years plus ago !

CNY eve

2009-01-25T23:02:00.006+08:00

Today is CNY eve, as usually took dinner together with my hubby's family. But this year bought the "Peng Cai" back home to my parent and parent-in-law. Their bowl is nice lor ..... so my hubby took home to use it

A book called "PS, I Love you"

2009-01-24T18:11:00.004+08:00

Just finished reading this book that is written by Cecelia Ahern. Wow, I like it. Such a sad romantic story......................... Is about a man died and left his wife alone in this world. She thinks that the world is collapse without her husband around. She has no energy or power to keep herself alive until she realise her husband left her a list of things to do from March to Dec. With the list in her hand, she looked forward to open each month envelope and follow what her husband wanted her to do. Not to fail her husband's wish, she tried to accomplish her task each month. After Dec, eventally she realise this list that her husband written before he died, the main purpose is to keep her live going on.

A night out

2009-01-17T11:54:00.004+08:00

Went to dragonfly pub with my hubby and his friend yesterday night. I went there quite a few times but don really like it as is nosiy and too many ppl inside. Although no smoking allow inside pub but still don like the atmosphere. Maybe I old liao not young anymore ! Not feels right in that place. At least the live band music make me feels still ok lor ...... I like to listen to live band in the pub.

CNY is coming !

2009-01-14T21:00:00.003+08:00

Another 12 days is CNY. Not yet help my hubby clean & tidy house. Still have not find time to buy a suit of new clothes.

Weird

2009-01-14T20:54:00.004+08:00

Just don understand why gossip queen and slave gossip in office not enough, after work still continue. Gossip queen spent around 2 plus hours talking in office. Minus off 1 hr lunch and half hr starring at calculator or mirror or computer, she only work 4 hrs. Wow amaze right but still can survive here for 3 years in such working way !

The purchaser so weird shouted for me outside toilet saying boss on phone looking for me. Cant he wait until I finished my business !!!!

A Sweetie Poster

2009-01-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

Sometime we have to be sweet to ourselves !

My favourite song "Vincent"

2009-01-11T22:26:00.005+08:00

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue,
morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life,
as lovers often do.
But I could have told you,
Vincent,
This world was never meant for oneAs beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen,
they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

"Empty Chairs" lyrics ( by Don Mclean)

2009-01-11T22:22:00.004+08:00

I feel the trembling tingle of a sleepless night
Creep through my fingers and the moon is bright
Beams of blue come flickering through my window pane
Like gypsy moths that dance around a candle flame

And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would

Moonlight used to bathe the contours of your face
While chestnut hair fell all around the pillow case
And the fragrance of your flowers rest beneath my head
A sympathy bouquet left with the love that's dead

And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would

Never thought the words you said were true
Never thought you said just what you meant
Never knew how much I needed you
Never thought you'd leave, until you went

Morning comes and morning goes with no regret
And evening brings the memories
I can't forget Empty rooms that echo as I climb the stairs
And empty clothes that drape and fall on empty chairs

And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would

starry night wondering

2009-01-08T22:18:00.005+08:00

Starry starry night
is dark outside
now is 10plus
using my hubby's computer
log in friendster to update my old friends' news
looking at their photos
wondering how they can live so carefree
without any worry
sometime I wonder I may get crazy one day
I worry things even a small issue
My hubby always said that I think too much
really I worry too much
Maybe .................................. but that me

Time is flying fast

2009-01-07T18:55:00.003+08:00

Time is flying fast I coming to be mid of 30s. Wrinkles have left on my round face, skin look flabby. Few more years will be fatty auntie ? No, can't be happen to me. No, should not be happen to me. They said wrinkle proof that u are more wiser ! sound quite true as I not that childish than before. Whatever I make one decision I will think the possible consequences before action. But sound more caution than wiser ! Anyway I now older so can't afford to waste my time to do stupid and childish things. Sorry to say that as I not young anymore.

Living the life I wanted is what I trying to achieve now. No more stressed job, I just want to spend more times to do what I wanted after office hours.

Company like a serial drama

2009-01-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

Gossip queen is in today. My company has all type of ppl.
It have complain queen, gossip queen,cunning woman & slave, masked lady and bitter face queen. But still have 3 nice queens. ha ha ..................... sound like a serial in TV8

Untitled

2009-01-06T19:48:00.004+08:00

Heavy traffic jam this morning so late for 15 mins, no choice as it is unpredictable. Office lesser ppl and the queen of gossip is not in today and best of it is cunning woman on leave. But her slave is in, trying to listen what I talked to masked lady. Ya cunning woman shoud have slave. Today is tuesday but everyday working here seem the same day no different. Don care the gossip queen, cunning woman & slave and masked woman. One day they will meet a higher power person to destroy them. A power ranger will destroy them, ha ha ha ................

Blue Monday; Cunning Woman

2009-01-05T23:04:00.001+08:00

Another blue Monday ! Worst meet that cunning woman downstair early in the morning make my Monday bluer ! Cannot affect by her must not care her. She is just another strange person in my world. (She is the most cunning woman I met in my 14 years working history)